lol ok...well...uhm...EVERYONE is at my house (Jossie, Rani (and silas), Brayden, Chase) yes...at my house!!!!!!! and im making them all update their livejournals!!!!! OHEMGEE!!! I AM SOOOOO HYPER!!!

ME AND JOSLYN ARE JUMPING AROUND ACTING LIKE COMPLETE IDIOTS!!!!!! lol...ok we're calming down! ^_^ We mixed monster with mountian dew and had like 10 sugar cookies ^_^ ohemgee i love these people! they are the best friends a person could ever ask for! I love with them with my whole heart...Tristians coming later and its gonna be FU-UN! lol teehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNN!!!!!! F-U-N! that means fun!!!!

Joslyn: hola my muchachas!!! lol so we all be here and its sooo fun...and colie is screaming at us to update our profiles so we all gonna be updating lol ^.^ ohmigawd she is crazy!!! lol but i love her! i would totally leave Brayden for her (sowwy braydie <3 i wuv woo!) hehehehee he glared ^.^ lol well peace and i'll update

ok well thats it purdy much...ima go have a good time with my babies!!! <3 love them forever!

peace and love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

lol ok well hiya...again ^_^ ohemgee its been forever...alot has changed...well im in love. His name is Tristian...i know it sounds so old but i cant help that im in love with everything about him...his smile, eyes, his touch...ohemgee i smile every time i think about him ^_^ he's so amazing to me...things have changed alot. Im really happy...i guess you would say  :D  i just...dont really know what to say. ima start writing again...i've just been so majorly busy :) im sorry about that! IMA FIX IT!

hahaha ironic that im listening to Nevershoutnever again lol ^_^

idk what to say so ima go!

peace and love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

I would wake up at anytime for him, just to hear his sweet voice. And i will endure the butterflies in my stomache just because he made them. I will listen to his heart beat again and again. He is mine and i am his.

I don't want to scare him off, to make him think im moving to fast. He's my first "boyfriend" one who really cares about me. I mean, i've had those stupid school girl boyfriends. But he's the first to actually care about me. And i don't want him to stop loving me but i'm scared that will happen...that he will get tired of me. He's so far away but i trust him to stay true to me ^_^ And people will never truly understand the feeling that is swallowing me whole. I text him in school and think of him constantly. And i can't really describe him...he's just amazing and unbelieveable and exciting. Somehow...at this moment...he is all i need ^_^ <3

Oh, g2g, my boy is calling me! ;)

Peace and Love xmyxdarkxangelx (and jade)  ♥

Okay...so theres this boy and he kinda has my heart ♥ And no matter what he does, I will always love him and his sweet face and amazing personalitly and wonderfully awesome way to love me no matter who i am ^_^

Jade...he really is the one who has my heart. He loves me no matter what and i feel exactly the same way ^_^ I met him on the internet but i don't care. He is the one who really understands me and i don't care about his past as long as i am in his future. I wish he was here to really hold me close and to kiss me softly. Saying it doesn't feel the same...i miss him and just want him here with me.

I love talking to him...i want to put our convo on here...for the whole world to see how much he means to me...

Jade: hey baby
Nicole: YAY you got it...hey baby boo ^_^ <3
Jade: So. You love me
Nicole: i know i love you...
Jade : Yea. But i love you too
Jade: So. You love me
Nicole: yay! and yes i do love you ^_^ so whatcha up too?
Jade: Nothing baby. -Kisses you deeply-
Nicole: cool cool baby *kisses back* hehe
Nicole: what was that for?
Jade: I love you. A lot
Nicole: awww...that's sweet babycakes <3
Jade: Hehe. -Kisses you again-
Nicole: lol *kisses and hugs* love you alot babycakes
Jade: -Giggles and wraps my arms around you- love you too snookums
Nicole: *laughs and hugs jade* awww, your too kind babycakes ^_^
Jade: Teehee. -Holds you tight-
Nicole: hehe  your a sweet heart <3 so whatcha doing???
Jade: Watching spongebob
Nicole: fun...is it any good? laughing hard???
Jade: Yes
Jade: Lol. -Kisses you- im better
Nicole: *kisses back* yes...but you are there and i am here ^_^
Jade: -Smiles and rubs the back of your hand with my thumb- ya
Nicole: *kisses your hand and holds in close to my body* but i wish you were here
Jade: Me too. If i was i'd date you forever -kisses your neck-
Nicole: no i would date YOU forever *pauses and lets you kiss my neck* your so sweet. I would love you forever <3
Jade: I do love you forever. -Sucks softly-
Nicole: i will always love you <3 forever and always *laughs as you...suck ^_^* lol

Isn't that so sweet?! Its one of those things that are so sweet that just makes you want to vomit ^_^ I LOVE JADE TO DEATH!!!♥ ♥ ♥!!!

Peace and Love Jade and xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

ouch, ouch, OUCH! it hurts really bad. I can't walk much today. I am so fucking sore from yesterday. If someone shot a spitball at me right now...it would prolly kill me >.< My legs hurt and my arms and my EVERYTHING! whats worse is that...i had pe today. The only good thing about pe is that i saw Brayden. he's in my gym classes. Our grades our mixed together ^_^ that makes me happy...really happy. Whats bad is that me and my friend Shayla embarresed ourselves in front of him...we screamed right in front of him (didn't know he was there) and he looked at us and we just turned around and RAN! (he really prolly knows we like him now O_O)

Needless to say, i'm feeling several things today...mostly like and dislike ^_^ but thats just the way i roll so get used to it :) My life to be reported ^_^ 

Peace and Love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

I saw Brayden today...hehe...man he is so hot. I got like 1/2 a foot away from him :D He looked at me for like 10 sec!!! AHHHHH! I totally love him...well maybe...i've only really talked to him once o_o

I went orienteering today >:^[ I hated it. I had to cross this HUGE creek that was about 2 1/2 ft. deep like 4 times...IT SUCKED! then my group got lost and we only got 1 of our markers. Then this BIG HUGE idiot in my class made this bat get scared and it peed...oh man, it smelled horrible O.o 5 people fell into the water in the hurry to get out of the cave and 2 people hit their heads. And 3 people slid down the stairs when everyone was almost all the way up. It sucked and I officialy HATE ORIENTEERING >:^[

well, at least tomorrow, i have P.E. so i get to see Brayden ^_^ Tomorrow will be better i hope! Well i guess tomorrow is soon to be reported...And watch out for caves O_O They are a dangerous place...

Peace and Love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

Grrr! i am so pissed off. Brayden has got a girlfriend now...Ashley...what the fuck?!?!?!?! I hate her. She is such a bitch. I wish she didn't go to our school! I was gonna wave at him with my friend Shayla (she likes him too) but then we saw him kiss her and then walk her to their bus...i hate the number 35 now! Not even the fact that i got an A+ on my french test and 100% on my homework in MATH (my worst subject) just does not help. Whats sad is that 35 is my bus too v_v so i had to watch them play kissy face ALL BUS RIDE HOME! o_o this sucks. He dumps his girlfriend (taylor) for a girl my age and she is such a crack whore. She doesn't even like him...she just wants someone to take her to our school dance. He is such a player and tons of girls like him but he has to choose HER! i feel dead inside. Like a piece of me just fell off v_v whatever. Chase is cheering me up ^_^ gonna go talk to him :D

Peace and love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

It's an old superstition to say "rabbit rabbit" on the first day of every month. It brings good luck so good luck to all of you ^_^ I don't have anything to say, i just like posting. I had a good day...The Brayden that i like actually acknowledged me...he was walking with my friend KJ and so i ran up and started talking to KJ, he smiled at me and then nodded at me and told KJ bye and walked away. (we had passed his bus when we were talking) But Brayden IS SO HOT! I am like freakishly in love with his looks XDXDXDXDXD! Me and my friend Shayla know his whole schedule almost. We see him on the way to his classes...IT IS SO AWESOME! his blond shaggy hair. And we think he mite be a player so this is my first crush on a "player" ^_^ hehe. I'ma ask KJ how he knows him and let me tell you...i'ma be haning with KJ so much more now :D More to be reported...

Peace and love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

I apologize, it's a long and very exhausting joke from Honor's class. Sorry it's been a few days but school has been crazy lately o_o I've been talking to Joslyn and Brayden...And i'm excited! One of my best friends Rani, finally got a livejournal! Now we have one more way to talk to each other ^_^ I was talking to Chase last night :D and he was being the biggest dork. I'm excited because he said that their coming back to the US!!! I can't wait. But i don't think that i will be able to get alot of pics, my dog started chewing on my broken camera so it's basically ruined. But we will talk on here ton's! and we will together and it will be a ball and chain thing O.O (another inside thing) I hope Rani gets to come too...i know that Chase and Brayden are coming YAY! But ya, gotz to go...speak of the little devils, THEY'RE CALLING ME! my life to be reported...

peace and love xmyxdarkxangelx ♥

I'm talking to my friend Joslyn (in the UK) and her neighbors...her OLD neighbors are doing tibo...in speedos...well the guy is. *shivers* so she's scared and is hiding under her covers. We drinking coffee in paris tho. We gots pics of Paris and London and France all over our rooms :) so we drinking coffee and pretending to be in paris. Its fun. Joss is one of my besties. We been friends for about 4 years.

AHHH! yay! i listening to sevenyears by nevershoutnever. That's one thing that is totally absolutly THE TWINNESS of us...we are in love with nevershoutnever or...Christofer Ingle for joplin, missouri. He is so awesome and HOT! but joss can't have him cuz she is TAKEN! MWAHAHAH! But Joslyn is like my twin seperated at birth...at different births. She's 2 years older then me...making her 16 and me 14. but we basically look alike. Her hair is a bit darker then mine because her's is black and she's got lavender eyes and mine are dark green. But we both have olive toned skin and are tall with long legs.

Hi, this is my first blog on live journal. I am really addicted to blogging. It's just something i have to do, it's like a review of the day but it's also nice to put out my ideas and get comments back on them. It's nice to be able to say what's going on in my mind. What i wouldn't be strong enough to say out loud O.O i'm wide awake so i just wanted to tell stuffz about me ^_^

I've got long brown hair, dark green eyes. I love hard rock but am IN LOVE with MATT BALLINGER!♥! I love to hang with my friends and family, really isn't normal but i love them all to death. My best BEST friend is my black mini pug, Beebe ^_^ she is the cutest thing ever! I won't be able to put up alot of pics. I dropped my camera. But for now, heres some pic from the internet ^_^ I DO NOT OWN!